Behind this hazel eyes

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

"Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes"

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
 
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore