Biar Hujan mengHapus mu

Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams
Let it wash away my sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder,
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down, "I'm coming clean"

So Yesterday

You can change your life, You can change your clothes, If you change your mind, Well, that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans, And your old black hat, They look good on me, You're never gonna get them back

You can say you're bored, You can act real tough, You can say you're torn, But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me, When you started to ignore me, Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here

At least not today, not today, not today..
'cause

If you're over me, I'm already over you,

If it's all been done, what is left to do

How can you hang up if the line is dead

If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead

If you're moving on, I'm already gone

If the light is off then it isn't on

If it's over, let it go and

Come tomorrow it will seem

SO YESTERDAY, SO YESTERDAY
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

Behind this hazel eyes

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

"Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes"

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
 
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

st. 24th

with you... i ever once very happy... 
lalala... love song...`.•*¨*•♥♫.•-.•*¨

"Kurukshetra" Draupadi

"Draupadi has five husbands - but she has none -
She had five sons - and was never a mother …
The pandavas have given Draupadi …
No joy, no sense of victory
No honour as wife
No respect as mother -
Only the status of a Queen …
But they all have gone
And I'm left with a lifeless jewel
And an empty crown …
My baffled motherhood
Wrings its hands and strives to weep".

written by Amreeta Syam

Darlaaa

Kubenci saat kau ucap Darl,
Tapi ku suka menyebutmu Darlaaa...

Jangan marah Darlaa sayank
Hanya mencoba membuat impas
Apa yang kau tanam, pasti kan kau tuai kan
Disitu logikanya...

Tak usah bermuluk dengan idealism yang selalu kau kampanyekan
Cobalah sesekali renungi,
Apa makna arti semua ini
Selamat malam Darlaa...
Selamat pagi segala egomu yang kan mencuat

Mari bertemu di ruang temu yang semu...

Lenteramu ya aku

sedang malas
sedang tak ingin melakukan pergerakan
sedang ingin terdiam
merenungi akan jadi apa aku kelak

tak semua di diriku harus tentang dirimu
tapi hatiku tak setuju dengan pikiranku

selalu, selalu, dan selalu
inspirasiku datang karenamu

selayaknya cahaya yang menerangiku dikala gelap
namun tak sekali dua kali jua kau meredupkanku perlahan
bimbang aku dipermainkannya

mohon usaikanlah penderitaan ini
kurasa ku tak mampu ku tak sanggup ku tak kuat
apa yang lebih membuatku sakit,
selain mendapati galau yang tak henti

kau yang menghidupkan mematikan lalu menghidupkan lagi
selayaknya lilin yg bisa sesuka hatimu kau tiup lalu kau nyalakan kembali
tak pernahkah kau sadar dengan lilin ini?
perlahan dia akan habis leleh dengan kejengahan bertahannya?

itu pasti darlaa..
tapi ku bukan lilin biasa,
ku serupa lentera

yang akan setia memancarkan cahayanya untukmu sampai tapal waktu batas dayaku

pandanglah mataku,
kau akan temukan dirimu disana
bukan hanya kalimat i love you
namun seutuhnya aku kan tetap milikmu

Peduli Saudari :)

 

The normal boobs ( . )( . ), the silicone boobs ( + )( + ), the perfect boobs (o)(o). Some boobs are cold (^)(^), and some boobs belong to grandmothers \./\./ And let’s not forget the very large boobs (o Y o), and very small boobs (.)(.),the skeeter bite boobs . . and lastly the asymmetrical boobs (•)(.). We love them all!. Post this message on your wall and say ┌П┐(◉_◉)┌П┐ to breast cancer. Save the boobies!

wen ai si yu

hoaaaaaaaammmmzzzz....
menguap lebar ku rasa kan terlelap
namun seketika mata terbelalak oleh sosok sang malaikat
bukan malaikatmu atau malaikatnya,
tapi malaikatku yang kusebut "kamu"

betapa besar pesona yang diberikan illahi padamu
hingga ku tak ingin menyaksikannya pudar

hey KAMU!!
ya, kamu..
kenapa slalu muncul dalam sudut-sudut haru biru'ku yang mendayu
membuat ku tak pernah bisa tuk melupakanmu
mantra apa gerangan yang melakat padamu
kau terlalu buruk untuk kurengkuh
tapi juga terlalu sayang bila kulewatkan

kau serupa secawan anggur yang menggoda
membuatku haus akan segala hal
otagku dipenuhi dengan malaikat berlaskar syetan
bisakah kau kupertahankan?
atau harus kulepas sekarang juga?

mmmmmmmmmmm.......
menurutku tidak
aku akan memeliharamu hingga akhir ajal
yang kita sebut dengan hari dimana Tuhan akan mengambilmu

entah dosa apa ini
hingga kau dan aku sama-sama saling terbelunggu
terbelenggu dengan ikrar ikhtiar
dimana kita saling meludahi dan menyumpahi
tapi sungguh,
benar dari sebenar-benarnya
ku hanya ingin kita bersejajar

*it's a horrible thing that we've a damn curse*

1 月 24 日

Ketika Januari datang..
hari-hari terasa begitu sangat panjang
ketika Januari datang..
mimpi-mimpi tentang dirimu terulang

Angin Januari membuat semua kenangan terngiang

Sinar sang surya pun menyeringai
membuat hangat pagi kala itu
disampingmu aku tersipu malu
menatap dirimu dalam mega luapan


Saat kupejamkan mata, hanya kau yang selalu kulihat
betapa dalam dirimu terpatri..

Kemarau ini tak lantas membuatku urung menikmati bulan putih yang tersaji indah
namun ku tak jua berhasrat tuk beranjak..


Mega mencipta serupa laut, kapas-kapas langit pun bertaut
andaikan aku bisa membaginya denganmu, menanti lahirnya bunga-bunga baru
akanlah sangat menyenangkan

Kisah kita memang sudah berlalu,
berakhir mengharu biru
namun ku cukup mengenangmu
dalam Januari kelabu


Tak ayal, meski dengan sunyi kesenyapan
aku ingin kau tetap tersenyum disampingku

*apakah masih sama langit yang kau lihat dengan yang kulihat?*

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04.20.56am
19/02/2011

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Still beats coz of You

this heart,
it beats,

beats for only
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you . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "my he♥rt is yours.

menyudahi Rintihan perih yg tak pernah terealisasi :(

Dalam diam ku termangu, melepasmu hai priasenjaku.
Takkan lagi kau kubelenggu, karna ini kali akhir kuucap "ailofyuu.."

 #tuaaapekkdechh

Kesalahan terletak pada mata, atau otag?

pahami, resapi, rasakan, maknai...

Hey Monday - In My Head (Jason Derulo Cover)

Everybody's lookin' for love, oh oh
Ain't that the reason you're at this club, oh oh
You ain't gonna find it dancin' with her, no
I got a better solution for you, boy, oh oh

Just stay with me now
Say the word and we'll go
I'll be your teacher; I'll show you the ropes
You'll see a side of love you've never known
I can see it goin' down, goin' down

In my head, I see you all over me,
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy
In my head, you'll be screamin' ooooh
In my head, it's goin' down
It's goin' down
In my head, oh oh

Some chicks know all the right things to say
When it comes down to it, it's all just game
Instead of talkin', let me demonstrate, yeah
Get down to business and skip foreplay

Just stay with me now
Say the word and we'll go
I'll be your teacher; I'll show you the ropes
You'll see a side of love you've never known
I can see it goin' down, goin' down

In my head, I see you all over me
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy
In my head, you'll be screamin' ooooh
In my head, it's goin' down
It's goin' down

Ayooo ayooo ayooo..
He'll be screamin' out when it all goes down

Just stay with me now
Say the word and we'll go
I'll be your teacher; I'll show you the ropes
You'll see a side of love you've never known
I can see it goin' down, goin' down

In my head, I see you all over me
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy
In my head, you'll be screamin' ooooh
In my head, it's goin' down
It's goin' down

I see you all over me
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy
In my head, you'll be screamin' more
In my head, it's goin' down
It's goin' down

http://youtu.be/t2BAPt58zrc

The Anthem Today

break it down now!!
this how it's going down

u said u loved me but hey now all u do is complain
tell me what's making u feel this way

i'm getting tired so i ask u to stop
it's best if we just call it off

hey, i just can't stand what u said avoid ur phone calls for days
i'll tell u what's going on
"u see i'm getting kinda tired and i'm asking u to stop
boy, tell me what's up, what's up, i've already had enough"

we can't deny that our love has passed it's prime
and i feel tonight's gonna be the right time to say goodbye
it's not gonna shock u right now
cause when i tell u it's over, u're gonna move over
we both know u ain't the love of my life

hey baby, there's no point in waiting
we'll only get hurt if we delay our goodbye
now we gotta part, we gotta get a new start
we can't be taking no more hits to our hearts
there's no need to worry, no need to feel sorry
u'll do so much better on your own when i'm gone
because our love is so ou-ou-ou-ou-ouch
it hurts like ouch
yeah,our love it hurts like ouch
there's nothing left to do
we better get to the break up part damn soon
i must confess i once was a fool who couldn't
realize that so much i'm better without u
u're so damn mean to me, messing with me, pushing me around
and this game's not okey ey
and i hate that i'm mean to u, messing with u,
playing ur game in the same way ey

i think there's love involved even in a goodbye
but u drive me crazy and i get so angry and i hate u instead
so when i tell u it's over, u better move over
we both know u ain't the love of mylife

wherever i go i will think of u
i'm gonna keep u tied to my side (allright)
yeah i will put my hands together and i'll pray
pray for you forever and ever and ever (i'll never let go)

it's almost over now
i'll keep u in my mind day and night
won't forget the time i had with u

MyLil'Princess*s Smile^^

♪ huki huki huki ♥ ^^ #cupcupmuachmuach
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