Biar Hujan mengHapus mu

Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams
Let it wash away my sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder,
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down, "I'm coming clean"

So Yesterday

You can change your life, You can change your clothes, If you change your mind, Well, that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans, And your old black hat, They look good on me, You're never gonna get them back

You can say you're bored, You can act real tough, You can say you're torn, But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me, When you started to ignore me, Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here

At least not today, not today, not today..
'cause

If you're over me, I'm already over you,

If it's all been done, what is left to do

How can you hang up if the line is dead

If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead

If you're moving on, I'm already gone

If the light is off then it isn't on

If it's over, let it go and

Come tomorrow it will seem

SO YESTERDAY, SO YESTERDAY
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

Behind this hazel eyes

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

"Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes"

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
 
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

st. 24th

with you... i ever once very happy... 
lalala... love song...`.•*¨*•♥♫.•-.•*¨

"Kurukshetra" Draupadi

"Draupadi has five husbands - but she has none -
She had five sons - and was never a mother …
The pandavas have given Draupadi …
No joy, no sense of victory
No honour as wife
No respect as mother -
Only the status of a Queen …
But they all have gone
And I'm left with a lifeless jewel
And an empty crown …
My baffled motherhood
Wrings its hands and strives to weep".

written by Amreeta Syam

Darlaaa

Kubenci saat kau ucap Darl,
Tapi ku suka menyebutmu Darlaaa...

Jangan marah Darlaa sayank
Hanya mencoba membuat impas
Apa yang kau tanam, pasti kan kau tuai kan
Disitu logikanya...

Tak usah bermuluk dengan idealism yang selalu kau kampanyekan
Cobalah sesekali renungi,
Apa makna arti semua ini
Selamat malam Darlaa...
Selamat pagi segala egomu yang kan mencuat

Mari bertemu di ruang temu yang semu...

Lenteramu ya aku

sedang malas
sedang tak ingin melakukan pergerakan
sedang ingin terdiam
merenungi akan jadi apa aku kelak

tak semua di diriku harus tentang dirimu
tapi hatiku tak setuju dengan pikiranku

selalu, selalu, dan selalu
inspirasiku datang karenamu

selayaknya cahaya yang menerangiku dikala gelap
namun tak sekali dua kali jua kau meredupkanku perlahan
bimbang aku dipermainkannya

mohon usaikanlah penderitaan ini
kurasa ku tak mampu ku tak sanggup ku tak kuat
apa yang lebih membuatku sakit,
selain mendapati galau yang tak henti

kau yang menghidupkan mematikan lalu menghidupkan lagi
selayaknya lilin yg bisa sesuka hatimu kau tiup lalu kau nyalakan kembali
tak pernahkah kau sadar dengan lilin ini?
perlahan dia akan habis leleh dengan kejengahan bertahannya?

itu pasti darlaa..
tapi ku bukan lilin biasa,
ku serupa lentera

yang akan setia memancarkan cahayanya untukmu sampai tapal waktu batas dayaku

pandanglah mataku,
kau akan temukan dirimu disana
bukan hanya kalimat i love you
namun seutuhnya aku kan tetap milikmu